Surgery Update/ Adulting Still Sucks

No more fat cat for me!!!! He is cute tho….



SURGERY DATE NOVEMBER 1st!!!!!!!! Well tentative that is- Gotta wait for fucking insurance to approve. I had my final weight management appointment end of August and was told that I would get a phone call in a week or two. Two weeks later I hadn’t heard anything so I gave weight management a dingle to see what the fuck was going on! I’m impatient, I know. Apparently they were waiting on my respiratory specialist to send them some paperwork. I initially went to see him as part of my surgical clearance because I have Sarcoidosis which in most people who have it affects the lungs. Continue reading


Adulting Sucks


Ok I feel a little better. So the savings account took another hit. Went to pick up my prescription from the drive up at Rite Aid and I rolled down my window and it WOULDN’T ROLL BACK UP!!!!!!! Nooooooooooooooooo! I was on my way to work so I couldn’t do anything about it. I was worried all night at work that someone was going to steal my car. So I took it to my mechanic to get it fixed. I had to get a oil change and replace a boot??? Don’t know what that is but had to be done. Final total- $4oo fucking dollars. Our savings is so depleted now and the overtime at work is going to be non existent next month so I’m stressing hard!!!!!! I’m also impatiently waiting for my phone call in regards to scheduling my pre-admission testing and weight loss surgery. I’m so worried that my insurance company is going to deny my surgery. But now I’m thinking that we may not be able to afford for me to take off time for the surgery. So sad pants right now……….

A photo by Matthew Wiebe.
Pretty much how I feel right now

Photo credit: Matthew Wiebe

Turkey Burger, Farfalle, and Tomato Basil Sauce- 9 Smart Points



I LOVE to cook so I figured I should put some of my Smart Point recipes up!

I have really been craving some pasta lately but its usually high in Smart Points- about 6 or 7sp for 2oz uncooked. But when I went grocery shopping the other day I found that Barilla makes a pasta called ProtienPlus- 5sp for 2oz uncooked. Ya it’s only 1 point less than regular pasta but hey, the lower the better IMO! Next time I go shopping I’m going to try Barilla White Fiber pasta because it’s the same point value as the ProtienPlus and I’ll let you know how which one I think is better! Continue reading

Stupid Expenditures/ Final Weigh-In!!


I’ll start with budget and expenditures!!! This summer has been costly…fukin eh! For August the husband’s car needed inspection which resulted in the car needing new brakes and rotors ($530 OUCH!!!!!) in order for it to pass. (sadface) Also my husband didn’t tell me about the suit rental ($150) for our friends wedding so I hadn’t budgeted for it and instead of taking money from our savings and paying for it that way, he put it on the visa (super fucking angry face.) Mind you we had FINALLY gotten the visa to under $2K the week before!!!!! I need to confiscate the credit cards from him and hide them. Continue reading